auditioning

Adding new repertoire

Submitted by Campbell Vertesi on Wed, 2007-11-14 19:47.

... is a pain in the ass.

Tu sul labbro is a great piece for me, and I'm learning a lot from it just by working it into my voice.  At it's best, the piece shows off all my new technique: some nice softness in the top, a richer sound throughout, and a good high E natural.  But this is what singers mean when they talk about "singing it into the voice".  It means you work on a piece until that "best" comes out every time, just by habit, without requiring every iota of focus (cause it's nice to act sometimes, too).  Until then, that "best" doesn't happen all the time.

And with this piece, when things don't line up all the way through, I can really crash and burn.  Not terribly, but that high E natural can sound pretty bad when it's at it's worst.

Still, a part of getting comfortable with a piece is using it in high pressure situations like auditions.  So I opened with Tu sul labbro at my recent Cincinnati Opera audition.  It wasn't bad, but it really showed me how far I have to go in the piece before it can be a "wake up and sing" kind of thing.  

What a life. 

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The conservative audition package backfires

Submitted by Campbell Vertesi on Mon, 2006-12-04 13:21.

This weekend I had a new experience in the audition chamber - singing for another bass. And a bass auditioner knows exactly what it means when a bass singer has such conservative rep: no high notes.

Or at least, that's often what it means. In my case, it really means "my high-note rep is not as good as this roll-out-of-bed stuff", or possibly "My standards for audition rep are too high to include something I've only been singing for a year", or even "all my high note rep is from roles that I won't sing till I'm 35". Heck, let's go with all of the above.

So in my audition, the auditioner asked me point blank about my high notes. I told him the arias I was working on, and offered to sing the higher segments of the role in question as excerpts then and there... but since I didn't have the piano music with me, this didn't fly. I ended up singing scales to touch an F.

Not that there's anything terribly wrong about that - and I did give the provisos that I hadn't warmed up above a C, so he was judging on raw Cam-warmup singing - but I felt like a real idiot for not having more showy rep on that sheet, or at least bringing the tricky excerpts from the role.

So I did the unthinkable today - I wrote the auditioner directly. I explained that I was caught off guard by his frank questions about my high range, but that I had thought of some recordings I could send him that might prove its existence and quality. I sent him the Sparafucile duet from this site, and offered a few other recordings that I should be able to get my hands on... my Commendatore from last year, and the concert Sarastro I sang to spite IU. (rest assured gentle reader, that if I do get my hands on these recordings, you will too)

I know I overstepped my bounds as a singer - I'm supposed to present my product at the audition, and get out. But frankly, I know that I do the role in question very well, and I really want to be a part of this production. It was my mistake not to present a more complete picture of my vocal ability at the audition. I hope the auditioner won't be taken aback by my gall at writing him directly.

This means some revising of my audition guidelines: make sure to show off all of your abilities, particularly those that are usually a problem for your fach. Within those boundaries, select the most conservative, roll-out-of-bed repertoire you can. How's that?

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Breaking all my own rules

Submitted by Campbell Vertesi on Sat, 2006-11-11 16:20.

Today I had another impresario audition... and so soon after posting 7 ways to have a good audition EVERY TIME, I thought I might be clever.  "After that post, they'll be expecting me to come prepared, focused and relaxed,"  I thought.  So I tricked 'em, by breaking my own rules and arrived unprepared, unfocused and jittery.  Yessssss!

<sigh>

 I woke up late, and had to hunt wildly around the house for my headshots (we've just moved again... long story there).  I drove to the AUDITION CHAMBER, and realized that I had no repertoire sheets, and one copy too few of my resume in my audition binder.  I never refilled after my last audition!  Even worse - I realized that I'd never made a concrete appointment with my accompaniest for this audition!  I was running late, paperless and unaccompanied.

It takes a lot to make me panic.  But thirty minutes before an audition, to be short on all of the paper I need, minus an accompaniest, and minus my breakfast... well it tipped me over the edge.  I am incredibly lucky to have friends like my accompaniest Cho-Eun Lee, who agreed to play for me so last minute... on the condition that I explain to the faculty present why she wasn't dressed for the occasion.  Needless to say, I was happy for the conditions.  I ran off copies of my documents, and made it to the audition with 5 minutes to spare... but still jittery from all that last minute bull$hit.

So what did I choose to open with?  The aria that, when it's good, is very good... which has been my successful opener so far this season.  Great, but when I'm nervous and scattered, that aria wasn't likely to be very good, was it! It turned out fine vocally, but I was too unfocused for the first portion of the aria... which leads me to an addendum to the "7 ways":

8. Have a "Reset" button.  I believe I rescued this audition, because halfway through that first aria, I had a little piano interlude during which to "reset" psychologically.  I knew I was scattered, I knew I wasn't getting the focus I wanted, and that I was indicating-acting my way through the piece.  This was not where I wanted to be.  So during that interlude, I went over my before-you-open-your-mouth character/focus checklist in my mind:  "Who am I?  Where am I?  What just happened? What do I want?"  By the time I looked back up, I was focused, present and ready to sing.  More so at least, than I was at the beginning of the aria.

It is crucial to learn how to hit your psychological reset button when an audition isn't going your way.   Everyone can do it, but you have to have the awareness to realize that you're in a rut, and the self-posession to step back for a moment and kick yourself out of it.   That reset button can turn a "6" audition into an "8" (or a "9" if you catch it early enough), and those are valuable points.  

 Overall, I represented my product reasonably well in this audition.  I was certainly not embarrassed of my perfomance.  But it was also not my best work - and for that, I have no one to blame but myself.  I know better than to set myself up like this.  Not that I'm spending any time in self-pity... I believe that we all slip sometimes; the difference is in how we get back up again. My next audition is in two weeks - I'm printing off resumes now.

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7 ways have a good audition EVERY TIME

Submitted by Campbell Vertesi on Fri, 2006-11-03 14:39.

Like it or not, one of the big keys to making it in this stage of the opera business is the art of auditioning. Every singer should know that this is entirely distinct from any other kind of singing you will do - the audition is its own environment, with particular expectations and pressures. If you want to get hired, you have to know how to have a good audition.

Most of these items deal with stress. How is it that every time you have an audition, you spend 30 minutes rushing around, printing a resume (and headshot for some), scrambling to find your rep sheet, taping music... why would you do this to yourself?

One of the biggest factors in an audition is your own psychological state, and the more stress you pile on your brain, the less likely you are to feel comfortable and confident in THE CHAMBER OF AUDITIONS. (I call it a chamber because of the relationship to torture chambers, airtight chambers, etc. The point is, (as Hank would have it) nothing good ever happens in a chamber) It's ok to feel nervous about the accompaniest, or the acoustic. But why would you make yourself stressy about the things you can control?

Prepare your audition materials in advance. Long in advance. Sit down tonight, and copy your 10 possible audition arias. Not just the ones you know you're using, but the ones that you might use in a pinch as well. Use scotch tape to double side the copies for the accompaniest. Get little sticky tabs for each piece, so a pianist can turn to the right piece without unnecessary page flippage. Put it all in a nice looking binder.

Print off 5 copies of your most recent resume, get 5 copies of your headshot, and put them all in that same binder. Print off a couple of very general rep sheets (just in case) and stick them in there too. Try and keep a float of 5 complete packets of this kind in there.

The idea is, if you find out at 1 that you have an audition at 1:30, you should be able to grab this binder and spend your time warming up, drinking water, and doing your hair. In other words, while the competition is scrambling for their resume wasting time, you get to do your important preparation. Believe it or not, this actually happened to me last year. I accidentally crashed an audition, and got a slot for an hour later. The audition was a complete success.

Be 20 minutes early. Quite apart from the good impression this generates, 20 minutes gives you time to calm down, sing a little to remind yourself of how your throat feels, drink water and do whatever else it is you need. Most importantly, it lets you relax and get comfortable in your environment. You can ask other auditionees about the acoustic in THE CHAMBER, you can get your materials in order, or twiddle your thumbs. And if they're running ahead of schedule (does that EVER happen?), you can be ready and prepared to impress. I call this giving myself time to get lost on the way. Because that's happened, too... and there's no reason why I should let that spoil my audition.

Sing your best rep. This seems obvious, but I'm going to go over it anyways. You know that new aria you've been working on, that you're dying to get a chance to perform? Leave it at home. Until you can sing a piece rolling out of bed with a cold and a circus in the room, it has no place on your audition repertoire sheet. Sing the things that you sound phenomenal doing, no matter how long you've had them in your rep.

Remember that your one advantage is the ability to pick the tortures they can inflict in THE CHAMBER. Choose the poisons you're already immune to. You're a young singer, not Leonard Warren. Singing an incredible aria isn't as impressive as singing an aria incredibly.

This goes double for the first piece you sing. If you have Otello on your rep sheet, let them choose it. But start with your easiest, best piece.

Know your enemy. I think it's Diane Zola (of Houston Grand Opera fame) who says that 75% of this job is done at the kitchen table. It's true. Before you walk into an audition, find out everything you can about the space, the people hearing you, the company. FInd out who they've hired in the past (and what that says about their tastes), what kind of operas they like to put on, and where they've worked. If you have a connection to the auditioner already, use it to get information. Ask a teacher who has worked with that conductor, or your coach, or your friends. Know what they like, and then cater to it.

I'll give you an example - in a recent audition, I did my research beforehand to find out everything I could. I found out that THE CHAMBER would be Curtiss hall in Chicago (very live acoustic, but a bit boomy), that the director had directed Zauberflote hundreds of times, and that the house loved big voices. I tailored my rep accordingly - runs and fast movement are hard to pull off in that kind of acoustic, so anything with quick details was right out. I know I can sing a "bassier" Sarastro than most of the singers he's heard in the role, and he's heard it enough to appreciate that - so I'll start with one of those arias. And they love big voices, so my Verdi is good on the rep list, but the Monteverdi not so much.

All of this information gave me a plan, and foreknowledge of what to expect. An added bonus is having seen the director's bio and headshot, I could recognize him in the elevator and introduce myself. Do your research. Know your enemy.

Keep records. Remember the last great audition you had? What did you eat that day? What did you warm up with, and how long before? How did your throat feel? What about the last terrible audition? Can you remember what made it so bad?

You should be able to answer those questions. You should be able to go back to the last time you sang aria X, and remind yourself what went wrong and how to fix it. You should have enough information at your disposal that your audition routine can begin at 8 o'clock that morning, honed over years of experience auditioning. For those of you with a mind like a steel trap, this might not be a problem. Me, I would forget my own name if the opportunity arose.

So I keep a notebook. With every audition and performance, I make a record. I note 10-scale ratings for Voice, Technique, Acting, Presentation, and Overall. I note in detail problems or good things I did. How was the space. How did I feel about it. What should I have done differently. What's interesting is that I don't have to go back over these notes very often - the process of writing them down already helps tremendously. It makes me think critically after the fact, to evaluate and make decisions for next time. And next time, I don't make those mistakes again.

Learn by watching. That notebook can be very useful. Everytime you see or hear a performance, write about it. Use the same scale if you like, that you use to rate yourself. What did the performer do well? What should he/she have done differently? What really annoying habit did they have that you want to make sure you NEVER EVER DO? Write it down. All of a sudden, that useless masterclass with a teacher who wants you to talk like the sun shines out of her ass becomes a valuable resource. You get to hear 5 people sing, and it's OK to have your notebook with you in the audience!

This habit has literally revolutionized the way I sing. You look at your own performance differently. You learn A LOT, without having to make those mistakes yourself. Two of my biggest performance "revolutions" have come from this kind of critical work, no coach or teacher required.

They say that very few people learn by hearing about a mistake. A handful more learn by watching a mistake. Many more only learn by making the mistake themselves, and most people don't even learn then. Make sure you're in one of the first two categories.

Know a successful audition when you have one. You know, deep down, when you've nailed an audition. Whether you get hired or not, you know that you sang the shit out of THE CHAMBER, and either the auditioners were too stupid to notice, or they had to hire someone else against their better judgement. Either way is a long term "win" for you: you get saved from the name of a bad company on your resume, or you stick in their minds for next year. Identify that "nailed it" feeling, and reward yourself when you get it. It doesn't matter if you get cast or not - what you know is that you created something great, which is the whole point. Go have a beer in celebration.

There are a million other factors in an audition beyond "how well does she sing/perform", factors that are outside of your control. Personal taste is one, but more than that - what if the tenor they hired for Tamino is 5'2", and you're a 6'1" Pamina? I don't care how well you sing, you aren't going to get cast - this year. Maybe they have no wig budget, and your hair won't work with their period stylings. Or the director got dumped in the break before you entered, and he was too distracted and angry to notice your awesometacular performance.

The point is, you cannot control those factors. Everything you can control is contained in that "I nailed it" feeling. So shoot for it. Consider the audition a success whenever you achieve that feeling, no matter whether you get hired or not. In the long run, if you come out of every audition knowing that your performance was that good, you will get hired.

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How YAP applications actually get screened.

Submitted by Campbell Vertesi on Sat, 2006-10-28 18:33.

Another great post from the Wolf Trap Blog:

The first round explains the mysterious screening process that goes on once you've submitted your application. Kim tells us what determines who gets an audition, and who gets... well, scrapped.  I applied for Wolf Trap this year - here's hoping that I make the cut! :)

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Audition recordings and rep

Submitted by Campbell Vertesi on Tue, 2006-10-10 20:02.

NOTE: this is STILL not the awesome post I was hoping to write yesterday.  I'm starting to get discouraged.  But certain reliable sources are promising (again) that I'll be able to post it as soon s TOMORROW.  Don't hold your breath - I'll do that for you.

48 hours and counting...

In two days I take off for sunny California - and I can't wait!  Any trepidation I had with the role of Sparafucile is gone. I mean, I can't say I sound like Kipnis yet, but I'm happy with the noises I make in the role.  It occurred to me that they might not be planning on making a recording of the show from which I could extract erm... extracts.  So I'm bringing some very modest recording equipment of my own, just in case.

Speaking of recording, in about an hour I'm heading across campus to make my audition recordings!  I was a bad little singer yesterday, and sang my throat out... but I've been vocal rest-ing all day, so I certainly HOPE I have enough left to make a recording!  Anyways, it's not like I'm singing my hardest rep.  I'm a strong believer in the "good enough to get an audition is good enough" theory of audition tapes.  The function of my audition tape is to convince the listener that I'm worth hearing in person - IE not tone deaf, with a reasonable sound and musicality. No one makes any final judgements on who to hire based on the audition tape.  It's either you cross the line, or you don't.  So I sing my easy stuff, a handful of "opener" arias that are very solid.  Leave the hard stuff for the audition (if even then!).

Wait - strike that last sentence.  Rephrase: "leave the hard stuff for the practice room!"  This is probably not true for other voice types, but for big throats like mine... patience is the name of the game.  This is not the time to try and prove in my audition package that I'm the next Jerome Hines.  This is the time to pick pieces I can sing the socks off, and have them hire me as a baby bass, so I can get experience.  Lots of young guys go in roaring E's nd F's... I've got those notes, but I have no interest in being hired for them yet.  If you walk in and sing Banquo's aria (Come dal Ciel... marvellous music), what's the positive outcome you're hoping for?  Because god forbid they hire you for Banquo at 25 years old!  

No, better to walk in and sing from the roles you'd like to be hired for.  In my case, that's Sarastro, Colline and the like.  Maybe a standard like Lacerato Spirito, because it's so commonly sung that no one expects you to follow up with the role. 

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One Space, Two Space, Red Space, Dead Space

Submitted by Campbell Vertesi on Sat, 2006-10-07 16:36.

I had an audition today, in one of my least favorite spaces in the world. 

For all you non-singers out there - the acoustics of the space you sing in make a big difference to most singers. Everyone loves to sing in the shower, because the acoustics are so good you can fart and you sound like Pavarotti.  In a concert hall though, it's a toss up.  Some halls are wonderful and "live", and you can hear every ounce of your tone.  Others are like singing the vacuum of deep space: no one can hear you scream.  

What's interesting about the phenomenon, is that the performer's experience of an acoustic typically has nothing to do with the audience's perception of your singing.  Such is the nature of Werner Hall at CCM.  It's a relatively "dry" acoustic, which means that the performer doesn't get a lot of feedback from the house.  For most singers - somehow, me especially - this means that you tend to push your voice, trying to make enough sound so you can hear yourself.  In reality, pushing doesn nothing beneficial: it  tends to defeat tone, tire you out sooner, and make a sound that doesn't carry as well.

In contrast, a "live" acoustic lets you sit back and revel in your own sound.  You don't work as hard - you just sing in a relaxed, free-throated way.  Which is good.  

It's hard to explain why this is such a pervasive problem for singers. Seriously, how hard can this be?  Identify a poor acoustic, and just ignore how little feedback you're getting, right?  Good luck.  It's like teaching yourself to fall face-first onto concrete without bracing yourself with your hands... except it's one long, ongoing fall.   It's a huge psychological barrier for most of us.

That being said, I'm getting much better than I was.  I still push in Werner Hall for instance, but not nearly as much as I used to.  Training yourself to ignore the input of your senses (particularly of you most fine-tuned sense if you're a musician) is a slow slow task, but I'm getting there. 

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